Winning the War for Your Thoughts | Chris Beall, Cindy Beall

Winning the War for Your Thoughts | Chris Beall, Cindy Beall

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Whether greed, fantasy or lust, all of us battle with our thoughts and temptation. Pastors Chris and Cindy Beall share how they overcame multiple affairs and now have a fulfilling relationship.

From “The Indestructible Marriage” series by Jimmy Evans.
http://www.marriagetoday.com/indestructible

ANNOUNCER: COMING UP

ON “MARRIAGE TODAY

WITH JIMMY & KAREN”…

JIMMY: LUST IS A HOUSE

OF THOUGHTS. FEAR IS A HOUSE

OF THOUGHTS. WORRY IS A HOUSE

OF THOUGHTS. DECEPTION

IS A HOUSE OF THOUGHTS.

AND THE ONLY WAY THAT YOU CAN

TEAR DOWN THAT STRONGHOLD AND BE

FREE IS TO GO TO THE SOURCE,

WHICH ARE THOSE THOUGHTS IN

YOUR MIND. JESUS SAID, YOU’LL

KNOW THE TRUTH. IF YOU’RE

MY DISCIPLE, YOU’LL ABIDE IN

MY WORD AND YOU WILL KNOW

THE TRUTH, AND THAT TRUTH

WILL MAKE YOU FREE.

CHRIS: WE WERE MEANT TO BE FREE.

AND SO MANY OF US ARE LIVING

IN A PRISON. AND WE HAVE

THE ABILITY THROUGH CHRIST.

AND I PROMISE YOU, IF YOU WILL

BE 100% HONEST AND SURROUND

YOURSELF WITH THE RIGHT PEOPLE,

THAT FREEDOM IS ON ITS WAY.

JIMMY: YOU BET.

THERE ARE ALWAYS WRONG

THOUGHTS IN PEOPLE’S MIND

THAT PRECEDE THE ADULTERY;

WHETHER IT’S JUST AN EMOTIONAL

AFFAIR OR A MENTAL AFFAIR

OR A PHYSICAL AFFAIR. THERE’S

ALWAYS THOSE THINGS. SO WE HAVE

TO TELL OURSELVES THE TRUTH.

FIRST OF ALL, ABOUT OURSELVES.

THE TRUTH ABOUT OURSELVES.

AND THE TRUTH IS, WE ARE ALL

TEMPTED. AND AT SOME POINT,

ALL OF US COULD FAIL MORALLY.

I COULD. I COULD. I KNOW I

COULD. I WILL NOT TELL MYSELF

THE LIE THAT I COULDN’T,

BECAUSE I COULD. I’M HAPPILY

MARRIED. I HAVE THE MOST

BEAUTIFUL WIFE IN THE WORLD,

MOST WONDERFUL WIFE

IN THE WORLD. BUT I KNOW

I COULD. IF KING DAVID COULD,

I COULD. YOU KNOW, HE WAS ONE

OF THE GREATEST MEN IN THE

BIBLE. A MAN AFTER GOD’S HEART.

AND HE MADE A TERRIBLE MISTAKE

THAT CAUSED SO MUCH PAIN

AND SUFFERING THAT GOD

ULTIMATELY REDEEMED. BUT I JUST

WON’T TELL MYSELF THE LIE THAT

IT COULDN’T HAPPEN TO ME.

BECAUSE IF I TELL MYSELF THAT

IT CAN’T HAPPEN TO ME, THEN I

CAN GET SLOPPY, I COULD ACT LIKE

I’M THE EXCEPTION AND PUT MYSELF

IN A CIRCUMSTANCE WHERE I CAN

FAIL. BUT WHEN I TELL MYSELF

IT COULD HAPPEN TO ME,

IT SOBERS ME UP. AND IT MAKES ME

UNDERSTAND, I’VE GOT TO BE

CAREFUL ABOUT WHAT I DO.

I’VE GOT TO BE CAREFUL ABOUT

THE ENVIRONMENT THAT I’M AROUND.

AND I’VE GOT TO WORK ON

MY MARRIAGE AND KEEP MY HEART

AND MIND PURE. SO I THINK,

WE JUST HAVE TO TELL HER.

YOU KNOW, UNDER THE WRONG SET

OF CIRCUMSTANCES, JUST ABOUT ANY

OF US COULD DO ANYTHING. SO WE

NEED TO BE HUMBLE AND TRUTHFUL

ABOUT THAT. THE SECOND TRUTH

WE NEED TO TELL OURSELVES IS

THE TRUTH ABOUT SIN. AND THIS IS

THE TRUTH. ROMANS 6:23 SAYS

THE WAGES OF SIN IS DEATH.

AND IT IS. I WASN’T BORN

A PREACHER. AND BEFORE I GOT

SAVED, I WAS A VERY IMMORAL

PERSON. AND I EXPERIENCED

A WHOLE LOT BEFORE I GOT SAVED.

AND I’M TELLING YOU, IT WAS

DEATH. THE DEVIL NEVER DELIVERS

ON A PROMISE. IN ALL OF HIS

BEAUTIFUL SEDUCTIONS ARE LIES.

AND THEY LOOK GREAT AND THEY

SOUND GREAT AND THEY FEEL GREAT

FOR THAT LONG, AND THEN THE

DEATH SETS IN. THAT’S THE ONLY

PROBLEM WITH THOSE THINGS.

AND A LOT OF TIMES, PEOPLE TELL

THEMSELVES LIES THAT LEAD TO,

YOU KNOW, THE ACT OF ADULTERY

OR THE ACT OF SIN. ONE

OF THE LIES IS I DESERVE TO BE

HAPPY. SO MANY PEOPLE TODAY

ARE SAYING THAT. THAT’S NOT IN

THE BIBLE. THAT ANYONE DESERVES

TO BE HAPPY. AND SO OUR SOCIETY,

THEY THINK, IF I JUST REACH OUT

AND GRAB WHAT I WANT, I’M GOING

TO BE HAPPY. BUT THAT ACTUALLY

IS NOT WHAT HAPPENS.

WHEN YOU REACH OUT AND GRAB

WHAT YOU WANT, A LOT OF TIMES

IT WILLDEATH SETS IN.

IT ROBS YOUR JOY. JESUS SAYS

IN JOHN 8:34, WHOEVER SINS

IS THEOR WHOEVER COMMITS SIN

IS THE SLAVE OF SIN. THE LONGER

YOU DO IT, THE MORE YOU’RE

ENSLAVED BY THAT SIN. THAT’S

WHERE I CAME FROM. IS OUT OF

A BACKGROUND OF SLAVERY TO SIN.

IT’S ALWAYS A LIE. ANOTHER MAN

OR WOMAN WILL MAKE ME HAPPY,

IS A LOT OF TIMES WHAT PEOPLE

BELIEVE. I MARRIED THE WRONG

PERSON SO I DESERVE TO START

OVER. THAT’S WHAT KAREN AND I

BELIEVED MANY YEARS AGO. NOW WE

UNDERSTAND WE DIDN’T MARRY

THE WRONG PERSON. WE WERE JUST

BEING LIED TO BY THE DEVIL.

IT WILL SPICE UP MY MARRIAGE,

A LOT OF PEOPLE BELIEVE.

EVERYONE WILL DO IT. IT WILL NOT

SPICE UP YOUR MARRIAGE.

IT WILL DESTROY YOUR MARRIAGE,

OR AT LEAST SIGNIFICANTLY HARM

YOUR MARRIAGE. LET ME TALK

ABOUT OUR THOUGHTS FOR JUST

A MINUTE RELATED TO LUST

AND RELATED TO DECEPTION

AND THINGS LIKE THAT. I WANT YOU

TO UNDERSTAND, I KNOW WHAT ALL

THAT STUFF’S ABOUT. MY KID DOWN

THE STREET FROM ME, WHEN I WAS

ABOUT 12 YEARS OLD, HIS FATHER

WAS IN PRISON. AND WHEN HIS

FATHER WENT TO PRISON, HE GAVE

HIS SON HIS “PLAYBOY” MAGAZINES,

AND EVERY MONTH WHEN THOSE

“PLAYBOYS” CAME IN, WHEN I WAS

ABOUT 12 YEARS OLD, EVERY MONTH

WE LOOKED AT THE “PLAYBOY”

MAGAZINES. AND THAT WAS REALLY

THE FIRST TIME THAT I WAS

INTRODUCED TO THE TOPIC OF SEX,

WAS “PLAYBOY” MAGAZINES.

AND FROM THAT POINT FORWARD,

I SAW PORNOGRAPHY FROM THE

ENTIRE TIME THAT I WAS A YOUNG

MAN. THROUGH COLLEGE, WHERE IN

COLLEGE IT WAS AWFUL THE THINGS

THAT I WAS EXPOSED TO. I NEVER

KNEW ANYTHING DIFFERENT. AND I

DIDN’T HAVE A CONSCIENCE.

I DIDN’T HAVE A CONSCIENCE.

I NEVER FELT BAD ABOUT IT.

IT WAS SOMETHING THAT I PURSUED,

THAT I FELT GREAT ABOUT.

I STARTED DATING KAREN WHEN I

WAS 16 YEARS OLD, BUT I WAS NOT

FAITHFUL TO KAREN. I WAS A VERY

IMMORAL PERSON WHEN KAREN AND I

WERE DATING. AND A WEEK BEFORE

WE GOT MARRIED, KAREN TOLD ME

THAT SHE WOULDN’T MARRY ME

BECAUSE I WAS TOO IMMORAL.

BECAUSE WHAT I DID AT MY

BACHELOR PARTY A WEEK BEFORE

WE GOT MARRIED. AGAIN,

I WANT TO SAY, I DIDN’T HAVE

A CONSCIENCE. I JUSTI JUST

NEVER THOUGHT IT WAS WRONG.

BUT A WEEK BEFORE WE GOT MARRIED

WHEN KAREN TOLD ME SHE WOULDN’T

MARRY ME, THAT’S WHEN I GAVE

MY LIFE TO CHRIST. I TOLD

THE LORD, THIS IS NOT ABOUT

KAREN. SHE PROBABLY WILL NOT

MARRY ME. I JUST KNOW THAT THIS

IS WRONG. I’M TIRED OF LIVING

THIS WAY. IT’S SUCH A LIE,

IT’S SO EMPTY. AND I GOT SAVED

THAT DAY AND KAREN AND I GOT

MARRIED A WEEK LATER AND I STILL

DEALT WITH LUST AND THE DESIRE

TO SEEK PORNOGRAPHY. I WAS NEVER

IN BONDAGE TO PORNOGRAPHY,

BUT I DESIRED IT. AND I WAS

A YOUNG MAN. AND I DIDN’T KNOW

WHAT TO DO ABOUT, I HONESTLY

DIDN’T. I TRIED EVERYTHING.

YOU KNOW, COLD SHOWERS, CASTING

DEMONS OUT OF MYSELF, ALL THE,

YOU KNOW, THINGS I COULD THINK

OF TO GET PAST THOSE FEELINGS

THAT I HATED. BUT THEY WERE SO

STRONG IN MY LIFE. AND I WAS

FAITHFUL TO KAREN. I NEVER

CHEATED ON KAREN. BUT IN MY

HEART AND MY MIND, I DID.

AND WE WENT ON VACATION ONE DAY

AND WE WERE AT THIS PLACE.

AND I SAW THIS BOOK, A LITTLE

BOOKLET, ON THE TABLE, AND IT

WAS CALLED “BIBLICAL MEDITATION”

BY THIS GUY. AND SO, YOU KNOW,

I THOUGHT, WELL, I’LL READ

THE BOOK. YOU KNOW, I THOUGHT

IT WAS KIND OF HEADY AND I

THOUGHT I DON’T KNOW THAT I’LL

REALLY UNDERSTAND IT OR BE ABLE

TO DO THAT. SOUNDS KIND OF DEEP

TO ME. SO I PICKED UP THIS BOOK

AND I READ THE INTRODUCTION

OF THE BOOK, AND IN THE

INTRODUCTION OF THE BOOK,

THIS WAS A SEMINARY PRESIDENT

OR A BIBLE SEMINARY PRESIDENT

THAT HAD WRITTEN THIS BOOK.

AND HE BEGAN HIS TESTIMONY BY

SAYING SINCE THE TIME HE WAS

A YOUNG BOY, HE HAD SEEN

PORNOGRAPHY. AND AS A YOUNG BOY,

HE SOLD PORNOGRAPHY OUT OF HIS

BASEMENT TO ALL THE BOYS IN

THE NEIGHBORHOOD. HEH. THAT’S

HOW HE GOT HIS START. AND HE

SAID, AS A SEMINARY PRESIDENT

WHO HAS GIVEN HIS LIFE TO

CHRIST, HE SAID, I BATTLE

CONSTANTLY WITH A DESIRE TO SEE

PORNOGRAPHY AND LUST AND ALL

THE THINGS THAT CAME WITH IT.

TERRIBLE, HE SAID, I WAS IN

BONDAGE TO IT UNTIL I LEARNED

TO MEDITATE ON THE BIBLE.

AND HE STARTED TALKING ABOUT

BIBLICAL MEDITATION, WINNING

THE WAR FOR OUR THOUGHTS, BEING

THE ONLY WAY THAT WE CAN BE SET

FREE FROM WORRY, FEAR, LUST,

DECEPTION, ANYTHING. AND IT’S

TRUE. IT’S ABSOLUTELY TRUE.

IT’S WHAT JESUS TAUGHT,

IT’S WHAT PSALM ONE TALKS ABOUT.

AND THE REST OF THE BOOK WAS

JUST ABOUT HOW TO MEDITATE

ON THE BIBLE. AND IT WAS EASY.

I MEAN, IT WAS THE EASIEST THING

IN THE WORLD. BUT NOT ONLY THAT,

WHAT I FOUND WAS, IT’S INSTANT.

IT DOESN’T TAKE FIVE MINUTES.

IT DOESN’T TAKE FIVE HOURS.

IT’S INSTANT. WHEN EVERY TIME

YOU’RE STRUGGLING WITH SIN,

IT’SSOMEONE SAID, A BONDAGE

IS A HOUSE OF THOUGHTS.

A BONDAGE IS A HOUSE OF

THOUGHTS. SECOND CORINTHIANS 10

SAYS THE WEAPONS OF OUR WARFARE

ARE NOT OF THE FLESH, BUT

THEY’RE DIVINELY POWERFUL FOR

THE DESTRUCTION OF FORTRESSES.

WE’RE BRINGING EVERY THOUGHT

CAPTIVE TO THE OBEDIENCE

OF CHRIST. EVERY THOUGHT

CAPTIVE. IT’S A HOUSE OF

LUST IS A HOUSE OF THOUGHTS.

FEAR IS A HOUSE OF THOUGHTS.

WORRY IS A HOUSE OF THOUGHTS.

DECEPTION IS A HOUSE OF

THOUGHTS. AND THE ONLY WAY

THAT YOU CAN TEAR DOWN THAT

STRONGHOLD AND BE FREE IS TO GO

TO THE SOURCE, WHICH ARE THOSE

THOUGHTS IN YOUR MIND. JESUS

SAID, YOU’LL KNOW THE TRUTH.

IF YOU’RE MY DISCIPLE, YOU’LL

ABIDE IN MY WORD, AND YOU WILL

KNOW THE TRUTH AND THAT TRUTH

WILL MAKE YOU FREE. AND SO HE

WAS TEACHING ABOUT BIBLICAL

MEDITATION. AND WHAT II BEGAN

TO DO IT. AND WHAT I FOUND IS,

WHEN I BEGAN TO DO IT, IT WAS

INSTANT. INSTANTLY I WAS SET

FREE FROM THAT. INSTANTLY.

AND SO THAT BEGAN MY JOURNEY

IN MEDITATING ON THE WORD

OF GOD. AND SO I’VE TAUGHT MEN

THIS. AND WOMEN. AROUND

THE WORLD, AND ONE DAY I WENT

TO BUY SOME MORE OF THOSE BOOKS

TO GIVE AWAY AND IT WAS OUT

OF PRINT. AND SO I WROTE MY OWN

BOOK. IT’S CALLED “A MIND SET

FREE.” IT’S A LITTLE BOOKLET.

AND AGAIN, IT’S WORRY, FEAR,

LUST, WHATEVER IT IS THAT YOU’RE

DEALING WITH. ANY THOUGHT THAT

YOU DON’T TAKE CAPTIVE WILL TAKE

YOU CAPTIVE. AND SATAN USES

THOUGHTS TO ATTACK US AND TO

BRING US DOWN. AND I KNOW THAT

A LOT OF MEN HERE STRUGGLE WITH

PORNOGRAPHY OR SEXUAL SIN.

A LOT OF WOMEN STRUGGLE WITH,

MAYBE THAT, OR MAYBE YOU

STRUGGLE WITH FANTASY.

YOU STRUGGLE WITH WORRY OR FEAR

OR WHATEVER YOU STRUGGLE WITH.

IT’S A HOUSE OF THOUGHTS.

AND WE HAVE TO LEARN TO TAKE

OUR THOUGHTS CAPTIVE. AND LONG

BEFORE SIN OCCURS, THE THOUGHT

IS IN OUR MINDS. LONG BEFORE

WE ACTED OUT, THE THOUGHTS ARE

IN OUR MINDS. AND WE HAVE

TO LEARN TO TAKE OUR THOUGHTS

CAPTIVE AND TO TELL OURSELVES

THE TRUTH. HERE’S ANOTHER TRUTH

THAT WE NEED TO TELL OURSELVES.

AND THAT’S THE TRUTH ABOUT OUR

SPOUSE. LOVING THEM IS A CHOICE,

IT’S NOT AN EMOTION. THIS IS

WHAT SOLOMON SAYS. DRINK WATER

FROM YOUR OWN CISTERNAND THIS

IS TALKING ABOUT LOVING YOUR OWN

WIFE. DRINK WATER FROM YOUR OWN

CISTERN. RUNNING WATER FROM YOUR

OWN WELL. SHOULD YOUR SPRINGS

OVERFLOW IN THE STREETS,

YOUR STREAMS OF WATER IN

THE PUBLIC SQUARESTHAT’S

TALKING ABOUT YOUR SEXUALITY

BEING GIVEN AWAY TO SOMEBODY

ELSE. LET THEM BE YOURS ALONE,

NEVER TO BE SHARED WITH

STRANGERS. MAY YOUR FOUNTAIN BE

BLESSED AND MAY YOU REJOICE

IN THE WIFE OF YOUR YOUTH.

A LOVING DOE, A GRACEFUL DEER.

MAY HER BREASTS ALWAYS SATISFY

YOU AND MAY YOU EVER BE

CAPTIVATED BY YOUR LOVE.

HETHIS IS A COMMANDMENT.

HE SAID, REJOICE ON THE WIFE

OF YOUR YOUTH, NOT FIND

A YOUNGER WIFE. DON’T TRADE HER

IN ON A NEW MODEL. YOU KEEP THAT

MODEL. AND YOU MAKE A DECISION

THAT SAYS, I’M GOING TO BE

CAPTIVATED BY HER LOVE. YOU SAY,

WELL, WHAT IF I DON’T FEEL THAT

WAY? IF YOU FOLLOW YOUR FEELINGS

AROUND THE REST OF YOUR LIFE,

YOU’RE GOING TO LIVE A VERY

PAINFUL LIFE. BECAUSE YOUR

FEELINGS ARE FICKLE AND WHO

KNOWS WHEN THEY’RE UP OR DOWN

OR COMING OR GOING. IF YOU LIVE

BY YOUR CHOICES, YOU’RE GOING

TO LIVE A HAPPY LIFE. BECAUSE

YOU’LL ALWAYS BE IN CONTROL

OF YOUR WILL. SO I’VE MADE

A DECISION. I’VE MADE

A DECISIONKAREN EVANS IS THE

MOST BEAUTIFUL WOMAN IN THE

WORLD, NO ONE IS AS BEAUTIFUL

AS SHE IS. AT 105, SHE’LL BE

MORE BEAUTIFULER THAN SHE IS

RIGHT NOW. SHE’S MY FINAL

CHOICE. THROUGH THE GOOD TIMES,

THROUGH THE BAD TIMES, WHEN

I WANT TO, WHEN I DON’T WANT TO,

I HAVE MADE A DECISION. I WILL

BE CAPTIVATED BY THE WIFE

OF MY YOUTH. THAT’S MY DECISION.

THAT’S MY FINAL ANSWER AND I’M

NOT GOING TO PHONE A FRIEND.

[LAUGHTER]

ANYBODY AGREE WITH WHAT

I’M SAYING?

[CHEERS AND APPLAUSE]

I WISHI WISH I COULD DO

A MIND MELD WITH YOU,

AND I WISH I COULD JUST SHOW YOU

THE THOUSANDS OF CONVERSATIONS

I’VE HAD WITH MEN AND WOMEN OVER

THE YEARS WHO, BECAUSE OF THEIR

EMOTIONS, LEFT THEIR SPOUSES

EMOTIONALLY OR PHYSICALLY.

AND I WISH I COULD DO A MIND

MELD WITH YOU AND SHOW YOU

THE PAIN THAT I’VE HAD TO LISTEN

TO FOR 30 YEARS. WHEN THE

DEVIL’S SITTING THERE TELLING

YOU TO DO SOMETHING ELSE.

YOU TELL HIM, GET BEHIND ME,

SATAN. BECAUSE I’M GOING TO DO

WHAT GOD’S WORD SAID. I’M GOING

TO DANCE WITH THE ONE WHO BRUNG

ME. I’M STAYING WITH THE WIFE

OF MY YOUTH. I’M STAYING WITH

THE HUSBAND OF MY YOUTH.

I’M STAYING WITH THE PERSON

I’M WITH RIGHT NOW. YOU HAVE

A 100% CHANCE OF SUCCESS

IN MARRIAGE. IF YOU CAME OUT

OF A BROKEN HOME, IF YOU’VE BEEN

MARRIED BEFORE MULTIPLE TIMES,

IF YOU’VE NEVER SEEN A GOOD

MARRIAGE, YOU’VE NEVER

EXPERIENCED A GOOD MARRIAGE…

YOU HAVE A 100% CHANCE OF

SUCCESS IN MARRIAGE IF YOU DO IT

GOD’S WAY. GOD NEVER BUILDS

ANYTHING TO FAIL. AND EVERYTHING

THAT IS BUILT ON THE FOUNDATION

OF GOD AND HIS WORD SUCCEEDS.

THAT’S WHAT JESUS SAID.

IT’S LIKE A HOUSE BUILT

ON A ROCK. REGARDLESS OF WHAT

COMES AGAINST IT, IT WILL STAND.

AND I WANT TO SAY THIS IN

CLOSING, THIS MESSAGE TODAY.

AREN’T YOU GLAD THAT GOD IS

A FORGIVING GOD? THE DEVIL

IS A CONDEMNING DEVIL, BUT GOD

IS A FORGIVING GOD. AND ALL OF

US HAVE MADE MISTAKES. I’VE

OPENED THE DRAPES IN THIS

MESSAGE AND TOLD YOU THINGS

I FEEL UNCOMFORTABLE TALKING

ABOUT, I REALLY DO.

BUT THEY’RE TRUE.

I’M NOT A TESTIMONY ABOUT

A GOOD MAN. I’M A TESTIMONY

ABOUT A GREAT SAVIOR.

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BECAUSE WE MEAN IT. YOU HAVE A

100% CHANCE OF SUCCESS IN

MARRIAGE WHEN YOU DO IT GOD’S

WAY. AND A LOT OF PEOPLE TODAY

FEEL LIKE, YOU KNOW, THEY DON’T

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MARRIAGE.

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JIMMY: TODAY WE’RE EXCITED

TO HAVE TWO VERY SPECIAL GUESTS

WITH US, CHRIS AND CINDY BEALL.

SEVERAL YEARS AGO WHILE SERVING

IN MINISTRY, CHRIS BECAME

ADDICTED TO PORNOGRAPHY AND HE

HAD MULTIPLE AFFAIRS. AFTER

EXPERIENCING FORGIVENESS

AND RESTORATION, THEY’RE NOW

HELPING OTHER COUPLES. WELCOME

WITH ME CHRIS AND CINDY BEALL.

GOOD TO HAVE YOU GUYS WITH US.

CHRIS, GOOD TO HAVE YOU HERE.

YOU KNOW, I JUST WANT TO BEGIN

BY SAYING HOW PROUD I AM OF

YOU GUYS. YOU KNOW, SO MANY

PEOPLE WILL NOT TALK ABOUT THESE

KINDS OF THINGS. AND OTHER

PEOPLE CAN’T BE HELPED WHEN

THEY’RE NOT WILLING TO TALK

ABOUT IT. SO FIRST OF ALL,

THANK YOU FOR BEING HERE

AND STANDING UP. NOW WE’VE GOT

SOME QUESTIONS THAT WE WANT

TO ASK YOU SO YOU CAN GET INTO

YOUR STORY HERE.

KAREN: OK. HOW DID YOUR

ADDICTION TO PORNOGRAPHY START

AND WHAT ADVICE WOULD YOU GIVE

TO SOMEONE WHO IS HEADED DOWN

THE SAME PATH?

CHRIS: HMM. EIGHT YEARS OLD.

JIMMY: EIGHT YEARS OLD.

CHRIS: SAW THE FIRST IMAGE IN

A MAGAZINE. AND THE CRAZY THING

IS TODAY, I CAN STILL TELL YOU

EXACTLY THAT IMAGE DECADES

LATER. AND IT JUST KIND OF

FOLLOWED ME THROUGH COLLEGE,

MARRIAGE, STEPPING INTO

MINISTRY, BECOMING A CHRISTIAN.

AND IT WAS JUST ONE OF THOSE

THINGS THAT, YOU KNOW, I HAD

SUCH A HARD TIME SHAKING.

I WANTED SO MUCH TO BE FREE,

BUT I WAS UNWILLING TO DO WHAT

WAS NECESSARY TO BE FREE.

AND THATTHAT’S REALLY

THE ADVICE. IS, YOU KNOW,

I THINK SCRIPTURE’S CLEAR.

THAT, YOU KNOW, IF WE WANT TO BE

FREE OF A STRUGGLE, SO MANY

TIMES WE JUST TAKE IT TO GOD.

WHICH IS A GREAT, GREAT THING.

BUT, YOU KNOW, JAMES SAYS THAT

WE CONFESS OUR SIN ONE TO

ANOTHER AND PRAY FOR EACH OTHER

THAT YOU MAY BE HEALED.

AND I THINK THAT’S, THE THING

THAT I DIDN’T HAVE WAS, I DIDN’T

SHARE THE LAST TWO PERCENT.

JIMMY: AND THE ACCOUNTABILITY

ISSUE.

CHRIS: ABSOLUTELY.

JIMMY: IS WHAT YOU’RE TALKING

ABOUT. WELL, WITH ANOTHER MAN,

WHAT WOULD YOUYOU KNOW, IF MEN

ARE WATCHING RIGHT NOW, I KNOW

THAT THERE ARE MEN WATCHING THAT

ARE ADDICTED TO PORNOGRAPHY.

THEY NEED TO TELL SOMEBODY.

CHRIS: ABSOLUTELY.

JIMMY: AND DON’T FEEL ASHAMED.

CHRIS: I THINK THERE’S

SO MUCH IN US

THAT WE AUTOMATICALLY FEEL LIKE

A FAILURE. AND SO WE GO INTO

SELF-PROTECT MODE. AND SO WE

MANAGE IT. AND I THINK THE ONE

THING THAT WE’RE SO AFRAID TO DO

IS THE ONE THING THAT’S SO

CRITICAL TO DO, WHICH IS BRING

IT INTO THE LIGHT WITH PEOPLE

YOU CAN TRUST. I’M NOT SAYING

PUT IT ON FACEBOOK OR JUST

PLASTER IT EVERYWHERE, BUT WITH

SOMEBODY YOU CAN TRUST. BRING IT

INTO THE LIGHT SO THAT GOD CAN

START HEALING.

JIMMY: I CAME OUT OF A SIMILAR

BACKGROUND AS YOU. THE BOY DOWN

THE STREET FROM ME, WHEN I WAS

ABOUT 12, HIS FATHER WENT

TO PRISON AND HE STARTED GETTING

HIS FATHER’S “PLAYBOYS.”

AND THAT BECAME THE NEIGHBORHOOD

ENTERTAINMENT, YOU KNOW, FOR

YEARS. AND SO IT’S SOMETHING

THAT A LOT OF MEN DEAL WITH,

ESPECIALLY IN THE CULTURE

THAT WE DEAL WITH, AND WOMEN,

TOO. NOW THIS BECAME ULTIMATELY

AN AFFAIR.

CINDY: YEAH.

JIMMY: AND SO YOU WERE UNAWARE

OF THIS WHEN YOU GUYS GOT

MARRIED? YOU WERE…

CINDY: YEAH, ‘CAUSE WHEN WE GOT

MARRIED, THE INTERNET REALLY

WASN’T THERE YET. AND SO I GUESS

ABOUT FOUR YEARSAH, THREE

OR FOUR YEARS INTO OUR MARRIAGE,

IT REALLY CAME TO LIFE.

AND THAT’S WHEN THE ADDICTION

REALLY JUST

CHRIS: IT WAS LIKE GAS ON

A FIRE.

CINDY: YEAH. JUST WENT CRAZY.

JIMMY: SO TELL ME WHAT YOU WENT

THROUGH. BECAUSE, AGAIN, I KNOW

THAT THERE ARE A LOT OF WOMEN

THIS BECAME MULTIPLE AFFAIRS.

CINDY: YEAH.

JIMMY: OK, FOR HIM. DEVASTATION,

SHOCK. WHAT ALL WAS GOING ON

IN YOUR WORLD?

CINDY: WELL, EVERYTHING CAME OUT

IN ONE DAY. SO HE CONFESSED

EVERYTHING ON THAT FEBRUARY DAY

IN 2002. AND JUST, YOU KNOW, I

WENT FROM UNPACKING BOXES IN OUR

NEW HOME TO JUST SHEER

DEVASTATION. ASKING GOD TO TAKE

MY LIFE. IF HE COULD JUST REMOVE

ME FROM THIS EARTH, I WILL BE

BETTER. NOTHING THAT I EVER

IMAGINED. I WOULD NEVER HAVE

DREAMED THAT THIS WOULD HAVE

HAPPENED.

KAREN: AND YOUR SITUATION WAS

MADE PUBLIC WITHIN YOUR CHURCH.

WHAT ADVICE DO YOU HAVE FOR

THOSE WHO ARE DEALING WITH

INFIDELITY THAT HAVE GONE

PUBLIC?

CINDY: HMM.

THAT’S PROBABLY FOR YOU.

CHRIS: YOU KNOW, FOR US…

THAT’S KIND OF THE WORST

NIGHTMARE. BUT IT WAS WHAT,

I BELIEVE, ONE OF THE THINGS

GOD USED TO SAVE OUR MARRIAGE.

MY PASTOR IS ONE

OF THE MOST COURAGEOUS MEN

OF GOD I HAVE EVER KNOWN,

CRAIG GROESCHEL, AND HE CHOSE

TO DEAL WITH THIS HEAD ON.

HE CHOSE TO DEAL WITH IT IN

THE LIGHT IN FRONT OF THE

CHURCH. AND THAT NEXT WEEK,

WE WERE SITTING IN A PEW

I WAS NO LONGER ON STAFF,

OBVIOUSLY. AND THAT CHURCH

WAS THE BODY OF CHRIST

AND THEY LOVED US. AND I KNOW

THAT’S NOT ALWAYS THE CASE.

JIMMY: NO, AND IT’S A GREAT

EXAMPLE.

CINDY: IT IS.

KAREN: IT’S A GOOD EXAMPLE.

CHRIS: IT SAVED OUR MARRIAGE.

GOD’S CHURCH WAS THE HOSPITAL

WITHIN WHICH WE HEALED.

AND, YOU KNOW, I THINK WE, AT

TIMES, ARE TOO CONCERNED WITH

THE ASPECT OF OUR REPUTATION

VERSUS THE CONTENT OF OUR

CHARACTER.

KAREN: MM-HMM.

CHRIS: AND IF IT REQUIRES SOME

CINDY: EXPOSURE.

CHRIS: SOME EXPOSURE

AND, YOU KNOW,

A ROCKING OF YOUR REPUTATION IN

ORDER FOR YOU TO BECOME A MAN

OF CHARACTER, I THINK THAT’S

A WORTHWHILE PRICE TO PAY.

KAREN: ABSOLUTELY.

JIMMY: THERE’S THE IMAGE THAT

WE PROJECT AND THEN THERE’S

REALITY.

CHRIS: ABSOLUTELY.

JIMMY: AND WHEN THERE’S

A DIFFERENCE

IN THAT, THAT’S HYPOCRISY.

AND, YOU KNOW, YOU GUYS, YOU GOT

REAL. AND YOU DEALT WITH YOUR

ISSUES. AND LIKE YOU SAID,

THE BODY OF CHRIST BECAME

THE BODY OF CHRIST. AND THERE’S

ANOTHER ASPECT TO THIS, THOUGH,

AND THAT IS, YOU HAD A CHILD

BY ONE OF THE WOMEN. NOW TELL ME

ABOUT THAT. HOW HAS THAT CHANGED

THE DYNAMIC

OF YOUR RELATIONSHIP?

CHRIS: AT FIRST, IT WAS

IT WAS HARD.

KAREN: MM-HMM.

CHRIS: BECAUSE IT’S FOREVER.

AND THE BIBLE SAYS THAT GOD CAN

CAUSE ALL THINGS TO WORK TO

NOT JUST

CINDY: SOME.

CHRIS: ALL THINGS

TO WORK TOGETHER

FOR GOOD FOR THOSE THAT LOVE

HIM. AND THOSE FIRST FEW VISITS

WERE REALLY, REALLY HARD

BECAUSE LIFE WAS DIFFERENT.

AND THE RHYTHM OF OUR HOME

WAS DIFFERENT. AND I WATCHED

MY WIFE TAKE THIS CHILD AND MAKE

HIM HER OWN. AND HE’S A PART

OF OUR FAMILY.

JIMMY: THAT’S PRETTY INCREDIBLE.

CINDY: HE CALLS ME “MAMA CINDY.”

KAREN: AWW.

CHRIS: IT’S INCREDIBLE. IT IS NO

LONGER A REMINDER OF PAIN.

BUT HE IS A REMINDER OF

REDEMPTION, BECAUSE HE IS

A BLESSING TO US.

HE’S A BLESSING.

JIMMY: WELL, YOU GUYS ARE SUCH

AN EXAMPLE. NOW WE’RE GOING

TO COME BACK WITH CHRIS

AND CINDY. YOU KNOW, SO MANY

AREASYOUR HONESTY,

YOUR REPENTANCE, YOU STANDING

BY YOUR HUSBAND, AND THE BODY

OF CHRIST COMING AROUND YOU,

ALLOWING YOU TO HEAL, BUT YOUR

ACCEPTANCE OF YOUR HUSBAND BACK,

WALKING WITH HIM, AND THEN THIS

CHILD. I MEAN, IT’S INCREDIBLE.

WE’RE GOING TO BE BACK IN JUST

A MINUTE WITH CHRIS AND CINDY.

YOU KNOW, WE HAVE PARTNERS THAT

HELP US TO TAKE THIS MESSAGE

ACROSS AMERICA AND AROUND

THE WORLD, THERE ARE ROCK SOLID

PARTNERS SUPPORTING THE MINISTRY

EVERY MONTH. WE WANT YOU TO

BECOME ONE OF OUR PARTNERS.

YOU GET A SPECIAL RESOURCE

CALLED THE “DREAM MARRIAGE

LIBRARY.” IT’S THE FIRST

AND BEST OF OUR MARRIAGE

TEACHINGS, PLUS OTHER THINGS

THAT YOU GET. IT’S CONTINUING

EDUCATION FOR THE AREA OF YOUR

MARRIAGE. YOU GET IT

ELECTRONICALLY, LIKE ON YOUR

iPHONE, YOUR iPAD, YOUR

COMPUTER. YOU CAN GET IT

DELIVERED TO YOUR HOME ALONG

WITH STUDY NOTES, LIKE FOR

A DATE NIGHT OR A BIBLE STUDY.

ALSO OTHER THINGS THAT WE GIVE

JUST TO OUR PARTNERS, KAREN

AND I ARE ASKING YOU TO STAND

WITH US AS WE GO ACROSS AMERICA

AND AROUND THE WORLD WITH THIS

VERY CRITICAL MESSAGE TO HELP

PEOPLE SUCCEED IN MARRIAGE.

BECOME A PARTNER WITH US.

HERE’S HOW YOU CAN DO IT.

ANNOUNCER: WHEN YOU STAND WITH

“MARRIAGE TODAY,” YOUR

INDIVIDUAL EFFORT

MULTIPLIES WITH OTHER

LIKE-MINDED PARTNERS, AND

TOGETHER, WE CAN REBUILD THE

DREAM OF MARRIAGE FOR COUPLES

AROUND THE WORLD.

BEING A ROCK SOLID PARTNER

WITH “MARRIAGE TODAY” GRANTS YOU

IMMEDIATE ACCESS TO AN EXCLUSIVE

LIBRARY OF THE MINISTRY’S

RESOURCES AND INTIMATELY

CONNECTS YOU WITH OUR MISSION OF

HELPING COUPLES SUCCEED IN

MARRIAGE.

WOMAN: THAT’S REALLY WHY WE

BECAME ROCK SOLID PARTNERS, JUST

BECAUSE THERE WAS SO MUCH

AVAILABLE TO HELP US TO HELP

OTHER MARRIAGES HEAL THE WAY

THAT WE HAVE.

MAN: THAT’S WHY WE’RE TIED INTO

THE MINISTRY. WE WANT TO BE ABLE

TO BLESS AND GIVE SO THEY CAN

KEEP DOING WHAT THEY’RE DOING.

WOMAN: YOU’RE GUARANTEED IF YOU

LISTEN TO ANY OF THE RESOURCES,

YOU READ THE RESOURCES, YOU COME

TO A CONFERENCE, YOU WILL BE

CHANGED.

ANNOUNCER: EVERYONE HAS

SOMETHING TO GIVE,

AND THERE ARE MILLIONS OF

UNREACHED COUPLES WHO

DESPERATELY NEED THE MARRIAGE

STRENGTHENING RESOURCES OF

“MARRIAGE TODAY.” THAT’S WHY WE

NEED YOU TO JOIN US. BECOME A

ROCK SOLID PARTNER WITH THE

MINISTRY AND MISSION OF

“MARRIAGE TODAY.”

JIMMY: WE’RE TALKING TO CHRIS

AND CINDY BEALL. NOW, YOU GUYS

HAVE WRITTEN A BOOK.

WHAT’S THE TITLE OF YOUR BOOK?

CINDY: “HEALING YOUR MARRIAGE

WHEN TRUST IS BROKEN.”

JIMMY: “HEALING YOUR MARRIAGE

WHEN TRUST IS BROKEN.”

YOUR TRUST WAS DEVASTATED.

CINDY: MM-HMM.

JIMMY: IN YOUR MARRIAGE.

NOW YOU’VE BEEN HEALED.

YOU’RE A WONDERFUL EXAMPLE

OF HOW TO WALK THROUGH

THESE KIND OF CIRCUMSTANCES.

NOW THEY CAN GET YOUR BOOK

AT THE CHRISTIAN BOOKSTORES

CINDY: YEAH, A LOT OF

CHRISTIANONLINE, AMAZON,

CHRISTIANBOOK.COM.

JIMMY: REALLY WANT TO ENCOURAGE

ANYONE WHO’S GOING THROUGH THESE

KIND OF CIRCUMSTANCES TO DO

THAT, TO GET YOUR BOOK.

WHAT A PHENOMENAL RESOURCE OF

HOW TO DO IT RIGHT. THEIR CHURCH

DID IT RIGHT. AND SO CHRIS IS

THE CAMPUS PASTOR IN OKLAHOMA

CITY OF PROBABLY THE LARGEST

CHURCH IN AMERICA RIGHT NOW,

LIFE CHURCH TV. CRAIG GROESCHEL

IS OUR DEAR FRIEND, HE’S THEIR

PASTOR. BUT WHAT A FANTASTIC

EXAMPLE OF YOUR CHURCH COMING

AROUND YOU, YOU REPENTING,

YOU FORGIVING. AND JUST ALL

THE RECONCILIATION THAT TOOK

PLACE. KAREN’S GOT ONE MORE

QUESTION.

KAREN: WELL, BASICALLY, THIS IS

ASKING, YOU KNOW, YOU’VE HAD

A LOT OF HEARTACHE AND DESPAIR.

AND SO WHAT IS THE HOPE THAT YOU

HANG ON TO FOR TODAY?

CINDY: THE HOPE FOR

ME IS STRAIGHT

FROM THE WORD OF GOD. JEREMIAH

29:11. HIS PLANS AREN’T TO HARM

ME, EVEN THOUGH THAT SITUATION

WAS HARMFUL AND AWFUL. BUT HIS

PLANS WERE TO GIVE ME HOPE

AND A FUTURE. WHEN HE SPOKE

CLEARLY TO ME OUT OF

HABAKKUK 2:3, I WANT YOU

TO TRUST ME, I HAVE A PLAN,

I HAVE A VISION. IF YOU’LL TRUST

ME, IT WILL UNFOLD. AND WHEN

THATTHAT’S WHAT I STAND ON

AND THAT’S THE HOPE. AND SURE

ENOUGH, ALMOST 10 YEARS LATER,

HE’S DONE THE MIRACULOUS.

I MEAN, IF YOU DON’T THINK

MIRACLES HAPPEN TODAY, YOU NEED

TO READ MY BOOK BECAUSE THEY DO.

JIMMY: IT’S INCREDIBLE. AND FOR

YOU, CHRIS, I KNOW THAT THERE

ARE GUYS WATCHING, AND MAYBE

EVEN LADIES WATCHING, THAT

THEY’RE INVOLVED IN SEXUAL SIN.

WHAT WOULD YOU SAY TO THEM?

CHRIS: GOD LOVES YOU.

AND WE WERE

MEANT TO BE FREE. AND SO MANY OF

US ARE LIVING IN A PRISON.

AND WE HAVE THE ABILITY THROUGH

CHRIST, THROUGH CONFESSING

TO SOMEONE, FIND SOMEONE THAT

YOU CAN SHARE THE LAST TWO

PERCENT, EVERYTHING THAT YOU’RE

STRUGGLING WITH, TAKE IT TO

THE LORD. AND I PROMISE YOU,

IF YOU WILL BE 100% HONEST

AND SURROUND YOURSELF WITH

THE RIGHT PEOPLE,

THAT FREEDOM IS ON ITS WAY.

JIMMY: YOU BET. THANK YOU GUYS

SO MUCH FOR JOINING US TODAY.

WHAT A GREAT MINISTRY, WHAT

A GREAT EXAMPLE. YOU NEED

TO GET THEIR BOOK. THIS BOOK

WILL HELP YOU. AND I JUST KNOW.

I KNOW BECAUSE, YOU KNOW,

STATISTICALLY ABOUT HALF OF

COUPLES WILL EVENTUALLY DEAL

WITH THIS ISSUE OF ADULTERY IN

THEIR MARRIAGES AND IT IS

DEVASTATING. THIS IS AN EXAMPLE

OF HOW TO DO IT RIGHT.

AND THIS IS ALSO AN EXAMPLE OF

GOD’S POWER. NOTHING IS

IMPOSSIBLE WITH GOD. AND YOU MAY

BE IN A CIRCUMSTANCE RIGHT NOW

THAT SEEMS IMPOSSIBLE TO YOU.

AND I KNOW THAT YOU DID, CINDY.

10 YEARS AGO, OR NINE YEARS AGO,

YOU WERE IN AN IMPOSSIBLE

CIRCUMSTANCE. BUT OUR GOD

IS THE GOD OF THE IMPOSSIBLE.

AND NOTHING IS IMPOSSIBLE WITH

HIM. DON’T GIVE UP ON YOUR

MARRIAGE. DON’T GIVE UP ON

YOUR SPOUSE. IF YOU’RE IN

A DIFFICULT CIRCUMSTANCE THAT

YOU’RE IN SIN, DO WHAT CHRIS

DID. IF YOU’VE BEEN SINNED

AGAINST, DO WHAT CINDY DID.

THIS IS A GREAT EXAMPLE.

GOD BLESS YOU. WE’RE SO GLAD

THAT YOU JOINED US TODAY.

COME BACK NEXT TIME FOR MORE

WITH “MARRIAGE TODAY.”

WE’LL SEE YOU THEN. BYE-BYE.

KAREN: BYE.

ANNOUNCER: THANK YOU

FOR WATCHING

“MARRIAGE TODAY WITH JIMMY &

KAREN.” SUPPORT “MARRIAGE TODAY”

WITH YOUR BEST GIFT AND RECEIVE

THE SERIES “THE INDESTRUCTIBLE

MARRIAGE.”

BECOME A ROCK SOLID PARTNER

TODAY AND CONNECT WITH

THE MISSION OF “MARRIAGE TODAY.”

TOGETHER, WE CAN HELP COUPLES

SUCCEED IN MARRIAGE.

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